It's here...

So after all the weeks of silly worries & panic, my 30th birthday arrived on 13th March. For some reason (a silly one no doubt) I've been building up to my birthday in a negative way. I really did not want to be '30' & have been telling everyone for weeks that it was going to be my 24th. I think some people may have believed me!! 

I spent the night before my birthday reminiscing, listening to favourite 'old' songs & generally getting myself into a state. How stupid am I? Don't answer!! Being 30 so far doesn't seem so bad. Granted I've only been it for 3 days but it seems to be, dare I say it, better somehow. Maybe subconsciously my outlook on life has changed. Maybe I'm being more positive & focused. Who knows? But what I do know is that I like it. I really didn't want to but I do. Maybe when the cake runs out I'll go back to normal me. For now I'll stick to being 30 year old Katie. I'll let you know how it goes.